scars

2006-03-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

haven;t been touching the com for some time.
been really busy with stuffs.
yeahs, got back PPR.
SUCKS TOTALLY.
period.
i mean, like WTH.
though, i am putting in more effort for P.O.A
but it still sucks.
and my english is D7. like LOL.
but my science is pretty good. A2. ("
and the CH also.

today, we pissed off two teachers.
MDM GOH & MS. CHUA.
ms chua was like talking abt O's and all.
i guess some people don't realize the
importance of it.
like me, but HEY! im trying okay!
whateverrr.

ate CARL'S JR! today.
its like SO-SO.

sometimes, i really wonder what people get pissed off so badly.
no, i am not talking abt those shit where one get pissed off easily,
as in petty. no, i am not talking abt that. i am talking abt when
one is just slighty IRRITATED over something, then the more they
talk abt it, the angrier they get, UNTIL, the get PISSED OFF
really badly. seriously, i think that they PISSED THEMSELVES UP.
i detest ONE teacher.
guess who?
figure it out yourself.

pretty much happened recently.
its like so RUSH-Y.

huiyi: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! YES! 16!
HAPPY sour 16! REMEMBER??
HAHAS, YEAH, ALL THE LUCK!

you know, jacq was saying that MELIA would
like the idea of sleeping in front of A MIRROR.
i agree. i mean, she'll agreee too!
("
does anyone still remember the famous sentence?
"MELIA! MIRROR!"
it rhymes so perfectly.
but she's a NICE girl.
right?

2006-01-28T21:50:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY

i've caught MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA
on sat at GW with my cousin & sister.
the show's quite nice & interesting,
only that i was pretty tired as i caught
the 11.35pm show and it was a 2hr +
show and wanting to go to the loo
so i din't really enjoy the ending of it,
but it's a happy ending! (:

2006-01-27T23:51:00.000-08:00

GIVE ME NOVACAINE is a song that
i have been searching for a long time
but to no avail. i just realized that
green day also sang it, but seriously,
the one sung by dean gray is so much
nicer. ((: seriously, but i think only lime wire
has the song. oh wells-

and before i forget,
HAPPY 16TH B'DAE, XUAN YAO.
hahaha, i have nth much to say to you,
only that STOP DISTUBRING ME.
thang chee! and all the best to you with
regards to ZHANG ZIYI! too bad that she's
not in belverdere hse. hahas, or else, i
think that you'll loook forward to each and
every session for the sec 1s girls right?
oh anyyways, take care & good luck for
O's. (:

2006-01-27T06:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!
holiday holiday holiday.
yayayayayayyy! ((
hahahahah! oh my.

today had two periods of F&N.
DAMN slack, i tell you.
hahas, basically just stoning and crappin
away lahs. woohoo!
then had the new yr concert thingy,
i watched it like so many times during the
rehearsals, but nvm, must appreciate the
hard work that they had put in. ((;
THANK YOU FOR THE NICE SHOW!
(that was out to all those who had participate
in the celebrations thingy. ) say i am nice!

then went to training, till1, then JIA, CRIS & I
headed to town taking 111 & met a
BLOODEH FUCKED UP BUS DRIVER!
i really wonder what is the problem with
singapore's bus drivers these days. he
DEMANDED to see our ez-link with OUR
faces, means all the stickers u put on the
card must take out. FUCK him lahs, i tell him
if take out will spoil the neos(sticker), he said,
" nonono, you better take off the sticker"
in a lecturing-like tone. i was so damn pissed off
cans? i would have gotten off the bloody bus
if not for the fact that jia had gone up
to the second level and that both of them had
no concession, i didn't want them to waste their
money. i was so pissed that i am comtemplating
to write in to SBS & ST's forum.
obviously, i would seek teacher's help to
correct the essay first. STUPID DRIVERS.

later on during the bus ride, both of them said
that i should have told them that i wanted to
alight and that they would have supported me,
they said that they didn't mind wasting 45cents
for me! OMG. I AM SO TOUCHED LAHS.
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH GUYS! ((:
LOVE YA!

went home to bathe first before heading
back to town to meet the guys & girls
for sakae sushi dinner. ((:
i think i didn;'t really eat to my fill this
time round. i have no idea, hahaha!
after which all of them went home, which
left me and cris shopping around orchard,
AND I BOUGHT A PUMA HANDBAG.
cool stuffs, it has been on the market for long,
but yeahs, the white one had been snapped
away fast and its out of stock, left the back
which looks damn class and cool anyways,
though it had a hint of sporty-ness in it since
its PUMA. (peel-ma)

supposed to watch MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA
with my cousin at 11pm, but then, we changed it
to another day, prob a monday or tmr. hahahas,
i want to watch!

2006-01-26T02:54:00.000-08:00

i think i am begining to fall for YELLOW!
its such a NICE colour, ain't it not?
anyhows, i am so happy that tmr's friday.
the CNY celebrations & only two periods
of lessons! woohoo! i had like 3 test this week
and every single day, i am like so worn out.

anyways, we had a mini party at the canteen for
VICTORIA & TUAN JIAW.
a farewell party for vic and a advance happy
birthday party for xy whose b'dae is on this
saturday. HAHAH! had cake from angie's choice,
banana fritters and oneh oneh. the oneh oneh was
like BITTER lahs. horrible mans, hahahs. oh yeahs,
and curry (more like sardine) puffs too.

VICTORIA TAN!
heys, even though we're not very close,
but were classmates for over a year now.
had much fun also, and thanks for playing a part
in making 4D'06 a funnier and nicer class to be in.
good luck over there at aussie, perth's a pretty
nice place to be at actually. quite cool, ya know.
maybe when you come back, someone else
will tag along yeahs?! *winks-
no matter what, stay ((: & take care!

2006-01-25T02:44:00.000-08:00

oh WELLS. i haven't been blogging a long long time.
well, at least to me, it is a long time. ((:
anyways, i can't wait for friday. LONG HOLIDAY till
tuesday! how cool is that huh?! woah, like finally a
break cans, from the busy shedule of SEC 4 life. it
has alrady been 3 weeks since sch started,
or is it 4 weeks up? i don't know.

tight tight shedules. hehs, i changed my
blog skins, it is reallyYELLOW-ish. HAHA!
i find the song, FOLLOW THROUGH is a really
nice song. i like the lyrics, but what impress me
more is the title, sounds really nice.

Quest Badminton Team.
heys, its the last year alrady, 3 yrs have gone like
a whizz! incredible ain't it? wells, we want to
get into the 4th place at the south zone. and if
we put in the effort, work together and stay
united as a team, nothing can put us down.
a fight is a must for us this year, no pressure
given and taken i hope, but then,
perserverance is the key. no matter
what, the whole team will be behind every one of us. ((:
we will get what we want and show
stupid people what we are made of! (;

loves-

2006-01-06T23:51:00.000-08:00

just watched KING KONG. pretty touching lahs, but i don;t like the ending, its like so sad.
"the planes did not kill the beast, its BEAUTY KILLED THE BEAST".
KING KONG is such a nice erm, beast? yeahs! hahas, jacq said that it was DEPRESSING. maybe, because of the ending.

2006-01-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

someone once told me this: what, does a countdown actually represent?
i find it so damn true, seriously, countdown to various events,
christmas, new yr, birthday, etc. but what does it really means? its like,
ten..seven..three..two..one. what happens, even if it reaches one, or rather
zero? nothing big happens? the time is still ticking, you're still breathing, and
everyone is pretty much carrying on with their lifes. not as if, when you
countdown, miracles happen. like all of a sudden, you matured. in terms
of physical and mental. NOTHING. mental-wise, it takes more than just
a mere second for everything to change, you knew to experience, experience
certain stuffs or even go through hardships. its not a overnight thing, you know.

oh yeah, its 2006 alrady. the infamous O's is coming. time really past fast.
ah, many have posted about how 2005 had been and stuffs like that.
pretty interesting readin them. like how much they have gone through
and all the good stuffs.

i must say that i din't really like/fancy the yr of 2005. I met with various
problems, changes and stuffs. so-so. but there were also some really
good stuffs that happened. mentality wise, i certainly matured.
or maybe thought through certain stuffs. what ever it is, i am
still pretty glad about yr 2005. someone came into my life this yr,
someone that was there for me when i am down, and cheered me up.
i am seriously thankful to that person, if you know who you are,
are ever read this, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. (:

2005-12-30T18:55:00.000-08:00

okay, so i've gotta the guy's permission.
here's it.

disclaimer: the following entry is by Lionel Lee.
and i just post it on my blog because i find it
really touching. so there.

Testimonial

My name is Lionel Lee. I am a Christian, and a national
swimmer. This is my testimonial.

Swimming has always been my passion – a sport that I loved since young.
Having done it for almost 12 years, I never wanted to give up.
The many hours spent in the pool, the rushing from school,
swimming pool and home and even the sacrifices made were
unable to deter me from it.

However, at the start of 2005, my career took a turn for the worst.
I swam horribly at meets. Training became frustrating, as I couldn’t
find a solution to whatever was preventing me from doing well no
matter how hard I swam. Discouraged, I started to lose focus.
I started to skip training sessions, choosing to “focus” instead
on my social life. Clubbing, partying and socializing became
my three favourite pastimes.

Then God took over.

I was in Melbourne visiting when a friend took me to her church.
Being a non-Christian then, I was half-hearted about it.
Sitting through the service, I was only looking forward to dinner after that.
After the speaker gave his speech, he did the usual prayer for the congregation.
Asking everybody to close their eyes and bow their heads,
he asked for those who hadn’t and wanted to accept Christ to raise their hands.
He added that God had told him that there was people in the crowd who
were struggling to come to terms with important things in their lives,
and were losing focus because they were feeling discouraged.
I raised my hand, but only because I knew no one else would know.
After he was done with the prayer, he called on those who put up their hands.
I did not go. Many people went up, but I refused to, for fear of embarrassing myself.
The speaker then called again, saying that there were some people who
were still in their seats. Again I refused. He then called on the congregation
one more time, but this time he said, ”God has spoken again to me.
He tells me there is a young man, and he is struggling with the decision.
I want you to know that there is nothing to fear by stepping out.
If you want to be His child, trust in Him and step out.” I was stunned.
For some reason, something in me decided to stand up and walk all the way to the front.
As I walked towards him, the speaker smiled.
“I knew you’d come, young man,” he said. “We were all waiting for you.”
When I heard that, tears streamed down my cheeks uncontrollably (I don’t cry that easily.)
and my first instinct was to look away, onto the ground.
He immediately said, “You don’t have to look down anymore,
young man – Because you are now a child of God.”
That night, I went back with the most amazing and unexplainable feeling.
It was a very relieved feeling, as if I had just found something precious
that I had lost long ago.

I had found God.

Returning home, I knew something had changed.
I started to become very thankful for everything in my life.
When it came to things that I couldn’t explain, I prayed and talked to fellow Christians.
I went back to training, this time with a new attitude.
I did not bother to frustrate myself with why I was not performing well at meets,
but instead concentrated on training hard and taking it one step at a time.
Soon, it was time for the SEA Games time trials.
Everyday before I swam, I prayed.
I told Him the same thing every time – that I knew I had trained hard and
done all I could for the meet, and I would leave the rest up to Him.
Through His grace and blessings, I qualified.
Soon the next phase of training for SEA Games had started.

For the next 12 weeks of training, I put in my all.
The sessions were long and tiring, but I had God in me.
I knew that He would make everything right, and all I had to do was trust in Him.
Every weekend at COOS, I thanked Him for bringing me back to church every week,
for that was all I wanted. It wasn’t long again before SEA Games drew close.
On the 20th of November, the Sunday before I left for Manila,
I walked up to Pastor Derek during alter call. He prayed for me, and I remembered one sentence he said in his prayer for me.
said, “God told me that through your swimming, you will show His true glory.”
At that moment, I never felt happier. It wasn’t because I knew I was going
to do well; but because I knew that when I swim in Manila,
I would be swimming for Him. With Pastor Derek’s blessings,
I left with the team for Manila on the 24th of December.

29th November - My first event was the 400m Individual Medley.
I came out of it with a bronze medal and a personal best time.
It was my first medal, but the work was not done.
I prayed to God before and after every heat and final of all the events
I raced, always asking Him for only one thing – peace of heart.

1st December 2005 will be the day I always remember.
The 400m Freestyle was the event I had been training for.
There was a medal chance for me, and I wanted the national record as well.
In the heats, I had qualified forth. The defending champion had a personal
best time of 4 minutes flat. My best was only 4 minutes and 4 seconds.
As I stood infront of the Philippines crowd, I did a silent prayer.

“God, this is it. Whatever the results may be, I leave it up to You.
I am going to show Your glory through my swim, and even if I do not win,
I am going to try my best doing it.”

For the past 10 years, Singapore Swimming has only had
1 male individual SEA Games gold medallist. And for the past 20 years,
no Singaporean male swimmer has ever won the 400m Freestyle
in SEA Games. But that night, God performed a miracle.
Not only did I win the 400m Freestyle, my time of
4 minutes 00.5 seconds was a new national record.
The older one had been there for 5 years.

People always ask me –
“What do you think was the main reason you won the 400m freestyle?
Hard work? Discipline? Determination?”
My answer is neither.
It was because of God.
God is the sole reason for everything I did and am doing now.

To God be all Glory.

Lionel Lee.

i am not sure whether you will be touched, but if
you did, GOD's working his way to you. ((:
the reason why i post this up, is because i wanted
to share GOD's miracle, love and warmth.
till then, GOD bless.

2005-12-30T05:26:00.000-08:00

i just read something that really touched me.
i cried, i did. i am not ashamed to say that.
and to whoever who teases me, that's because
you didn't read what i have had read.
if you did, i believe you would have been touched,
i don;t believe that one would mocked that,
unless, you are heartless? i don;t know.

i am going ask that certain someone for permission
to let me post what he had typed on his blog on mine.

2005-12-26T06:33:00.000-08:00

i am sick of my current skin!
wanna change it, but i can't find any
suitable ones, i want something plain this
time, and BLACK background. geesh!
oh mans, why can;t i find it? AHH!
))))))))))))))))):

had a nice day today,
ky,trud,ss,raynard,clement,lim,zirong,
pinhan,sweelin, ben,went to SS's condo!
had quite a load of fun! thnks to all for the
presents, nice of you guys and those who wished
me merry christmas! (:

SS present was cool, hard like rock. but sweet!(:
truddy; what can i say. thnks anyways (:
ky! i want the bloodeh chocs! but anyhow, thnks
a load! ((;
clement; thnks so much for the present, sweet
of you. CHOCOLATES! YAY! ((:
pinhan, haha, thnks anyhow for the thing,sry okays!

2005-12-25T04:35:00.000-08:00

HAHA, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBAH-DEEE!
ACTUALLY, CHRISTMAS TIME IS A TIME
TO REJOICE, BUT IT ALSO MEANS THAT
THE YR'S COMING TO AN END! )):
okay okay, i shan't blog in CAPS. because
MELIA & TJ are strongly against it.
and because it is x;mas today, and i am feeling
kind, i shall oblige! ((: hehs, i've got the clique's
presents ready, hmm, and yeahs, for some of
the seniors in badminton. hope they come for
trainings, so i can pass it to them! (:

next yr, we;re going to be the biggest seniors
around, being sec 4, that is, of cos, besides the sec 5s.
hehs, i think as we look at the fresh batch of sec1s,
we'll be thinking that time really flies extremely fast.
without knowing, we're alrady into our last yr of
our secondary school lifes. hahas; wells,
good luck to all! ((:

2005-12-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

YOU ARE OH-SO-RANDOM.

DAMN IT!

2005-12-16T23:37:00.000-08:00

OK. SO, I AM BACKKK!
BACK FROM THE 5 DAY ADVENTURE COURSE,
OR OBS, AS YOU WOULD CALL IT.

IT WAS,...... TOUGH LAHS.
IMAGINE TREKKING UNDER THE HOT LIKE
ANYTHING SUN FROM MORNING TILL EVENING,
WITH A HEAVY CAN-HOLD-50-LITRES-OF-STUFFS
BACKPAK ON YOUR BACK NOT MENTIONING THE
GROUNDSHEETS, TENTS AND BLUE TARP.
CLIMBING THE STEEP SLOPES, UP THE HILLS.
OMG! HORRIBLE LAHS.
my tailbone and shoulders ache like anything.

actually OBS didn;t do much activity.
only, flying fox, rock-climbing, kayaking,
trekking and ALWAYS PITCHING TENTS.!
kayaking was okay lahs, jacq and don were damn funny
lahs, we kept pulling each other back! hahahha.

i suffered ABRASIONS, RASHES, CUTS,
SUN BURNS (NOT PAIN KIND) AND ACHING
BODY! boohooo!

the food were aplenty lahs. loads of biscuits
and sachets drinks left. no one wanted to take
them home. hahahahah. what shit abt not enough
food?! i know tuan jiaw's gonna comment.

pitching the tents sucks, and the OBS store
which sells shirts sucks big time! alot
of shirt has no stocks. damn it!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

2005-12-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

IM OFF TO OBS! (:
WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!
SEE YA WHEN I GET BACK.
LOVE YA ALL! (:
STAY FUNKY OKAYS?!
BYEEEEEEEEE.....

2005-12-10T21:31:00.000-08:00

I WENT FOR DINNER YST,
there was this guy, drunk.
he fell off his chair, and SLEPT on the ground.
A YOUNGSTER. should be above 18yrs old,
since the people there sold him the beer.
the police came and took him away lahs.

i feel so mentally unprepared to go for OBS,
this is certainly smth much different.
one of my friend said this to me once,

"ONCE YOU FACE YOUR FEARS AND REALIZE THAT IT WON'T/CAN'T
HURT YOU, IT WILL NO LONGER BE A FEAR ANYMORE, WILL IT?"

i find this so damn true, perharps it might
just urge me and give me the courage to overcome
my height phobia and complete the HIGH elements
at OBS. i hope so. (:

i have sought for many advices from seniors and
friends alike, i think that i may find it not so
tough as i had expected before. wells, lets see
how it goes, shall we? hahas. be back on the
16th, which is friday to relate my experience. (:

hope i won't be charcoal-fied when i return,
i certainly do not wish to be sunburnt.
wells, i never got sunburnt before, as in,
burnt until it hurts so much, but my skin does
turn red and peel, but it don't hurt. ((:
i think i will most certainly be tanner than
what i am when i return. hahaha. funnn.
till then, SEE YA GUYS! (:

2005-12-10T02:04:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHT, I AM GONNA START LEARNING/FIGURING HOW TO USE
THE DAMN LIGHTER. HAHA, HOPE I DON'T BURN MY FINGERS.

p.s: tuan jiaw, if you have any negative to comment
abt the lighter buring my finger or anything
along that line, you dont have to tag me. :P

2005-12-10T01:57:00.000-08:00

leaving for the OBS on this coming monday
till the 16th. :( one whole bloody week!
but i know it will be fun, fun but tiring and
strenous lahs. of course! I expect great
bonding sessions with the rest. ((:

bought like damn alot of things for OBS.
hahas, i bought one whole freaking box of fire
starters, cos they sell by the box lahs. hehs.
and i got a lighter and 2 box of lighters. ;p
lalalallalaa...........

hahas, and bryan, stop the kuku jiao thing.
so spas. but it sure sounds cool. hahaha.

kuku....

2005-12-08T06:41:00.000-08:00

I HATE BLOODY BUS DRIVERS!
TO HELL WITH THEM.
or to SOME of them. those SCUMBUGS.

i am going home right? from orchard.
so happily i took 106. my all time fav bus home.
thinking that i can finally get some rest aft such
a LONG DAY. it was crowded lah, but who cares.
so with my bloody mp3 on; blasted, tap the
e-zlink card thing, then walked to the back
of the bloody bus. nothing wrong right?
but bloody, my card no more money, and i din;t
know that.

all of a sudden, during a TRAFFIC LIGHT
JUNCTION, where the bus stopped, the asshole bus
driver, SQUEEZED HIS WAY THROUGH TILL
THE BACK OF THE BUS AND SAID LOUDLY,
" YOUR CARD NO MONEY ALRADY, YOU NEED
TO PAY COINS." then he returned to the front.

WHAT THE FUCK?! WHAT THE HELL IS HIS PROBLEM?!
ASSHOLE.
firstly, i don't think that ANY bus drivers are allowed to
actually leave the steering wheel seat during the bus journey,
unless smth serious happen or stuffs like that.

1) what if the traffic light changed? and he's still
at the back? does he think he can manage to squeeze his way
to the front and drive off before he's obstructing the traffic flow?
what if some driver whamp to the back of the bus? thinking that
the driver's gonna move off?
IS A MERE 55 CENTS MORE IMPT THAN THE REPAIRS FOR
THE BUS? IS A MERE 55 CENTS MORE IMPT THAN
OBSTRUCTING THE TRAFFIC FLOW?

anyways, I PAID UP.

secondly, a malay passenger wanted to get off through the front
door where ppl board, but the driver refused to let him off,
wanting him to leave through the proper exit, whereby the
passenger had to squeeze through the other ppl on board,
then to let him get off at the front whereby there's NO PEOPLE?
what the hell!

thirdly, shortly after, a ANG MOH passenger wanted to get off,
and the BLOODY driver opened the door AT THE FRONT,
letting the passenger get off. WTF LAHS!

so unreasonable. MAY HE ROT IN HELL!

2005-12-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

DIDN'T KNOW THAT GARY TAN AND LEE WEN SI
TOGETHER. HAHA, NOT BAD A COUPLE.

I TELL YOU AH, THE SWIMMERS' NAMES OF S'PORE ARE
REALLY CONFUSING.

Marcus CHEAH.
Mark CHAY.
MARK tan.
Gary TAN.

but, i know who is marcus cheah and bryan tay and
lionel lee (he went blonde!)
BTW, CHEAH & CHAY ARE PRONOUNCED THE SAME.
VERY SIMILAR.

reminds me of my pri sch's discipline mistress, MS. CHAY.

I LIKE SIMS 2.
THOUGH ITS KINDA LAGGY A LIL'
BUT ITS FUN! (:

ARGH!.

2005-12-01T05:40:00.000-08:00

oh mans, so many thing to blog about.
anyhow, i went to play POOL today with
shanny,cris, gloria at kim seng there.
i really don't know how to play. sucks at it big time.
then, i sorta trained myself. be my own coach teaching
myself,(: and after that, surprisingly, i got in 4 balls.
rocks lah!!! (((:
now i know how to play POOL. at least, that;s what
i think.

i played like four or five matches today. not bad.
quite happy with the scores, (;

oh, i was watching the SEA games action.
and i really really MUST highlight this one person
who i think really deserved the GOLD MEDAL
awarded to her, NICOLE TAY XI HUI. i hope
i got her name right. she's a gymnast, and she
FELL OFF the balancing beam not once, not twice,
but THRICE! the first time she fell, she was alrady
wanting to cry out, but she controlled and summoned
her courage and try for the second time. SHE FELL AGAIN.
before she climbed up again on the balancing beam for
the THIRD time, you could tell she wanted to give up.
but SHE PERSERVED! and one would certainly have a phobia
by now, but she carried on bravely and managed to finish
her act. THE MOMENT SHE STEP OFF THE STAGE,
HER TEARS DROPPED AS SHE HUGGED HER COACHES.
her coaches & team member alike consoled her, and none
of them scolded her. if anyone in the team ever scolded her,
i would surely give them a severe lecturing if i ever see them.

she didn't scored well for the balancing beam, but at the floor
thing, she performed exceptionally well, and in the end,
bagged the GOLD MEDAL. she earned it truly.
she SHOWED THE RIGHT SPIRIT AND NEVER SAY DIE
ATTITUDE that is expected of every sportsperson.

WONDERFUL JOB, NICOLE!

for the 4x100m freestyle relay, s'pore swimmers got GOLD!
once again, they did it! (: great job dudes.

2005-11-29T03:31:00.000-08:00

TRAINING was pretty cool today.
i like the guys' coach. and training.

anyways, you all know the advertisment
of the make-up product line called, "TESTIMO"?
i find that spokeswoman prretty.
one of the first, actually, to gain my approval.
and i like the way the advertisment was filmed.
nice. (:

2005-11-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

JUST LIKE HEAVEN was nice! (:
ELIZABETH.

the love that seemed to exist but never really did.

HAPPY 15TH B'DAE!
THIA LIYUN! (:
ABDUL RAHMAN! (:
all the best.

why are you so stubborn, you just don't
seemed to realize all the wrong that you've
done. i am actually very impressed in the
way you're reacting now. seriously.
i never seen anyone that can be so
indifferent to all that once was important
to you. we cared. we did. you refused
to reach out to our calls. and it is now
our fault. never mind. forget it. you're
forever like this.

2005-11-25T08:47:00.000-08:00

i've got free harry potter movie tickets again.
given to me by my dearest cousin. hehs!((:
i can get a chance to see CEDDRIC DIGGORY! again.
he's HOT! drools-
i seriously don't get why peeps think that viktor krum;s
hot. he's just too buffy, not my kind of stuffs.
yeahs, each to his own.

someone once told me that HARRY POTTER had
six packs. but somehow, i don't see it.
is it me or?
hahs, i have no idea, i am gonna see if i can spot
his six-packs. (:

ahhh, chalet was gone in a flash.
my own homework are NOT YET DONE!
HOW?! sheesh. can't seem to get any work done here.

JAY ZHOU'S new album; NOVEMBER CHOPIN
has some really good songs in it. i only heard a few songs
though. FENG, FA RU XUE, YE QU are really pretty
good stuffs. i like HE SEI YOU MO (black humor).
seriously, JAY is the only singer whose songs i never
get tired of listening to. usually i get sick of songs after
some time, and some songs just get me all rifled up
when i heard them again after they have lost my affections,
but only JAY'S songs are standing strong. the feelings when
i hear his songs are still as good as before. (:
HE SINGS WITH FEELINGS, you can really sense it
when you hear his songs, especially his SAD songs,
his sad songs are his speciality. really good! THUMPS UP!
you can actually visualise/feel what the "characters" in his
songs are going through and stuffs. rocks!

tah-dah-dee peeps.
good night!

2005-11-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

just returned from CHALET.
camped the first night at east coast,
then next two days at PASIR RIS chalet.
((: oh mans, i slept the least throughout the
whole frigging chalet. i think.
i need sleep, i think ima gonna have pandan eyes.

truth or dare was fun!
gambling is in the air, mans, for tues and thurs,
the first thing i did was to play blackjack and
mahjong. hehs! funn! din;t really played much
mahjong compared to june's chalet. blackjack
was good! i love blackjack, yay! (:

SEA games peeps are gone! hahas, SQ flights,
courtesy of s'pore government, hahs, all the way
to everyone! get some medals back! (:

2005-11-12T21:43:00.000-08:00

OMG, GET THIS PEEPS,

I;VE GOT FREE HARRY POTTER MOVIE
PASSES. i can bring A friend, but i am booked,
ss is coming along with me, omg, i am such a good
friend, ain;t i? bettcha you're all gonna say yes.
next time i have free movie passes again, i'll
bring someone else along. ((: peace out all!

2005-11-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET.
went to raid TIONG's outlet today.
with the usual gang, including tan, sehao,
alex, weiming and lim. pretty good stuffs,
as usual, competition's in the air. the guys were
betting on seeing who could consumed more
plates of sushi. went crazy with handrolls,
california ones and soft shell crab.
i love soft shell crab, they're yummy.
now its, SUSHI PHOBIA. hahahs.

2005-11-08T05:30:00.000-08:00

FIRST UP, screw QTCC. The reward i get from going there
is getting my finger injured, with a chunk of skin and blood flowing
out. I have half the mind NOT to go for trainings next week.
Seriously.

Went to lunch at marche with Jacq, Cris and KY. The food
was not too bad lahs, we went crazy with mushroom.
Mushrooms are yummy okays. You all should try the mushroom
soup there; it rocks. Ate mushroom ragout, and a glass of
soursop juice, the juice is not nice, don't try it. Unless, you wanna
end up regretting it lahs. Took pics of COWS there, really cute, i
would say.

Uh-huh, then we went to took Neos, at heeren. It was hilarious lahs.
woooohooo, hate the sexaye thing, don't know who chose it. bahhh.
horrrible, hehs. After that, Jacq & i went to CINE to catch a movie,
DOOM. It's NC16, but jacq got me in, yups, i would rate it 3 half
stars. Certainly would have gotten 4 stars if it weren;'t so loud, but
it had to be. If gore, action-packed, suspense thriller are your cup
of tea, then catch DOOM. One part that i found it stupid was that,
the ROCK had a blaster gun but he used he own gun that could only
shoot one at a time, when facing a swarmp of ZOOMBIES. How dumb
can he get, i am not surprised when he got caught by the zoombies,
i mean, he could have swipe a portion if not all of them if he used the
blaster gun by a single shot. I had my mp3 on while watching the
movie, i hate the loud sounds, that's why such shows ain;t my cup
of tea. The rock has a WOOOOHOOO body. steady okays. WOW.

I am officially broke alrady, and they are thinking of going sakae this
upcoming thurs, omg, how am i going to survive.
Need to get ppl their present, and also chalet?? 5 days of chalet,
but i doubt that i am going all 5 days. hahs, don't think i can.

2005-11-07T02:18:00.000-08:00

MANS, LIFEHOUSE SONGS ARE DAMN NICE,
I AM SOOO HOOKED ON IT. YEAHS, I KNOW,
I'VE SAID ABT IT JUST NOW, BUT I COULDN'T
HELP IT, ITS TOO NICE, HAHAS,
ACOUSTIC MUSIC ROCKS MY SOCKS! =D
LALALALALA,, WHEEEEE!
I WANNA SPREAD IT ARND, GOOD MUSIC
DESERVES RECOGNITION YEAH?
SURE DOES. HEHS.

2005-11-06T02:46:00.000-08:00

LIFE IS GOOD, WITH BEACHES, HUNKS AND MUSIC!
HAWT WAY OF LIVING. (((:
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT? IF THE WHOLE WORLD
LIVES LIKE THIS? CAREFREE LIFESTYLE.
WHHEEEEEE. IM LOVING IT. =D

2005-11-06T02:36:00.000-08:00

Just finished with my blogskin.
this one is less colourful than the previous one.
somehow, i like the old one more, but anyways,
what's done cannot be undone lahs. so, too bad.

Lifehouse songs are not bad, infact, its good stuffs;
been playing it over and over again. haw!
really really want to learn guitar. but somehow
the circumstances dont really allow it, perharps
next yr, after the BIGGO-O's. HEHS.

watched this show called," LOVE AT HARVARD",
its a korean drama, silly and dumb, but nice.
talking abt this guy going to study LAW at
Harvard Uni. Its on SCV, channel 55.
realized that my sis love to watch korean dramas,
you guys know the song, " da changjin"?
yeahs, she's hooked on it, and i just watched it
alongside with her, not bad lahs, kinda interesting.
tonight, ima gonna catch, "my date with a vampire 3"
not really as good as before, i hate it when they talk abt
the past, so boring, i rather they talk abt the present life.
bahhhh.

2005-11-05T09:05:00.000-08:00

I HATE BEING STUCK AT HOME.
don't have enough motivation to study, besides, the moment
i start studying, all of a sudden, i get a HEADACHE!!?! like what the
lahs, i mean, of all times. If i return to the com, the headache auto
went off?! mans. it sucks.

being thinking of alot of stuffs lately, hmmmmm, alot of emotions.
but wells, shrugs- actually a lot of stuffs are beyond our control.
REALLY. impossible will always be impossible.
3A and 3B peeps will be having remedials daily from next week
onwards, and means, they can't go for badminton training.
and means, i will be the ONLY sec 3 going for trainign. AGAIN.
sucks okay, really. And i doubt most of the upper sec will go.
when it is at QUEENSTOWN CC. ugggggggggghhhhhhhh.

really want to study, anyone willing to study with me?
let me know, can't stay at home no more, before i go MADD.
yahbabhhhhhhhh...

2005-11-04T02:19:00.000-08:00

went out with shirl yst.
had pretty much fun lahs, basically went around trying
to find her, her shirt lahs. hahas, funny, i tell you.

oh yeahs, Xiaxue has helped in a way in promoting
shirts from this brand called,"LOCALBRAND", uh-huh,
i saw it at a shop at far east;orchard. fourth level,
the shop itself's darn cool, sells miscellanous stuffs,
pricing not too cheap though. well, mostly.

anyways, if i am not wrong, queensway is still having a sale yeahs?
so of the shops, not too sure though. i want to buy a puma shoe.
cheap! cheap! cheap, that is if the shops are still having sales lahs,
or else, forget it mans. pretty bored being coped at home, nothing
to do, rotting in here, can't wait for trainings to come, chalet, OBS.
and whatever that can keep me occupied.

speaking of training, Mr.Neo had booked courts at queenstown cc
for training from 8th Nov-22 Nov. so shitty, out of ALL the places
to book court, he choose Queenstown CC?!! omg, omg.
so demoralizing, makes me wanna skip training, only two pathetic
courts, space so darn small and limited, what does he think or
want us to achieve training there? barely enough to train all of us.
he could have choose henderson cc or delta sports hall, but no!
he HAD TO choose Queenstown CC. what?? our school's budget?
no money? he trains us with Sintec shutters, and for our school's
lower sec and upper sec SPORTS CARNIVAL, he provides them
with ashaway shutts. saying, its because it is a compeition,
so cannot give them inferior shutts, and i am thinking;
are those people going to represent OUR school for nationals
next yr? or are WE going to be the ones? Though its true to say
that as long as we train hard, good shuts or bad shuts given are
not important, as long as we are willing to train. okay, then its back
to the Queenstown CC courts thing right?
mans! its pissing.

bah bah bahhhhhhhhhh.

gosh, don't mind my rabbling up there,
its crap, i am over my mind. hate being stuck at home.
it sucks.

2005-10-30T23:27:00.000-08:00

UGH, THE SEC 4 SENIORS ARE FINALLY LEAVING,
TAKING THEIR O'S PAPERS AND THEN PROCEED FOR
THEIR PRE-U OR TERIARY EDUCATIONS ALRADY.
WEEPS-
MISS ALL THOSE FUNNY AND CRANKY TIMES.
HAHAHS, ANYWAYS, ALL THE LUCK FOR O'S PEEPS!
PERSERVE AND FINISH WHAT YOU GUYS HAD STRIVE
FOR SO LONG, AFTER THAT, IT;LL BE A LONG LONG
HOLIDAY FOR ALL OF YOU.!

CAN'T BELIEVE A YR HAD JUST FLOWN BY PASS ME
SO QUICKLY, IT DOESN;T EVEN SEEMED LIKE A YR,
ITS SO YST THAT I HAD TAKEN A FIRST STEP INTO
MY CLASS, UNBELIEVABLE. TIME REALLY FLIES.
NEXY YR, OUR BATCH WILL BE CONQUERING THE
O'S, AND FOUR YR WILL BE GONE, AND OUR TURN
TO GRADUATE FROM QUEENSTOWN.

THOUGH QUEST MAY NOT BE THE BEST SCH ARND,
BUT IT CERTAINLY IS A PLACE WHERE WE HAD
MANY A GOOD TIMES TOGETHER FOR MANY.

LASTLY, TAKKAIR, ALL SENIORS!

2005-10-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

OMG, DIG THIS;
THANON IS GAY!
actions are really gay, i tell you.
makes me laugh till my stomach aches.
wahahahas, thanks for making my day!
:))

2005-10-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY MUM!
:))))))))))))))))

2005-10-17T03:53:00.000-07:00

IF ONE CANNOT STAND WHAT I AM POSTING
ON MY BLOG, PLS DUN CONTINUE READING,
BAD FOR YOU, AND BAD FOR ME, AS I HAVE TO
LIKE, ERM, PACIFY YOU AND STUFFS,
ITS MY BLOG, AND I THINK I HAVE THE RIGHTS
TO BLOG ABOUT STUFFS, MY THOUGHTS,
BUT PERHARPS, I SHOULD JUST CREATE
SOME BLOG IN A ANONYMOUS WEBSITE,
SO NO ONE CAN FLAME ME.

WHATEVER I SAY HERE, DON'T TAKE IT TOO
HARD, BECAUSE IT'S MY BUSINESS, OTHER
THAN THAT, HAVE FUN PEOPLE,
BUT I DOUBT, I AM MORE OF COMPLAINING
NOWADAYS, NO IDEA WHY, SMTH WRONG
WITH ME, DON'T MIND ME PEEPS,
MEANTIME, CONTINUE INDULGING IN
AMUSING YOURSELF WITH WHATEVER
YOU CAN FIND AT MY BLOG THAT CAN ENTERTAIN/AMUSE
YOU, BECAUSE I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT,
BUT CONTINUE TAGGING PEEPS,
.....................................

2005-10-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

OMG, I REGRETTED TELLING MY MUM
THAT I FAILED MY MATHS PAPER 1,
SHIT OKAYS, SHE'S ACTING LIKE A REALLY
TOTAL BITCH, SHE SUCKS.
FCUK YOU CANS.

IMA SO SORRY, I JUST RECENTLY STARTED
ON PLAYING COMPUTER GAMES,
BEFORE THAT, I AM DOING OTHER STUFFS,
SCRWE YOU LAHS, IF YOU THINK YOU SO
SMART, I HAND YOU MY PAPERS, U DO LAHS,
DON'T TALK SO MUCH, I FIND HER SO CHILDISH,
LIKE THE MORE SHE SAY, THE ANGRIER SHE GETS,
AND I AM LIKE, WHATEVER.

SHE ASKS ME TO ASK MYSELF WHETHER I
PUT IN EFFORT, THEN, SHE REPLIED TO HER
OWN QNS, SAYING, "NO!", AND I AM LIKE
"YES, I DID!", SHE SAID MY CLASS PEEPS DONT
STUDY, WHAT GIVES U THE RIGHT TO LOOK
DOWN ON US? WE DO OKAYS, IF YOU EVER WOULD
BLOODY KNOW ABT IT. FCUK LAHS.!

2005-10-13T19:35:00.000-07:00

I SO HATE THE BLOODY STUPID ROOSTER YR!
omgawd, i've been sick for like how many times this yr?
5! & counting pls!
and internal conflicts everywhere; tsunami;hurricanes?
its like, FCUK LAHS!

OH, BY THE WAY, I AM AT HOME,
BECAUSE, I AM BLOODY SICK CANS.
SHIT BIG TIME,
SURPRISED THAT MOST EXAMS PAPERS ARE
ALREADY RETURNED, I CAN'T BEAR HIGH HOPES
ON MY RESULTS AS PEEPS SMARTER THAN ME
ARE NOT HAVING IDEAL RESULTS, WHICH MEANS,
I AM SO FCUKING DEAD.
SCRWED UPSIDEDOWN,INSIDEOUT, LEFTRIGHTCENTRE.

i just can't bear to know my horrendeous results cans?
may just slip in depression,
hahahaha.
starting to study from nxt week onwards,
clear all the stupid doubts for sec 3.
as well as starting to study for sec 4.
i know i can't do all/much,
but i am just going to do whatever i can.
:))

2005-10-13T01:11:00.000-07:00

right, so now, i have changed a new skin,
problems?
can't go to the links & the dumb tagboard's
not working, darn SCREWED.
second time that i have changed it.

any pro can help?
GRR!

2005-10-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

LIKE,

WHATEVER.

TO HELL WITH YOU,
FUCKTARDO,
ITS, ......WHATEVER!
SCREW YOU, DAMMIT.

HAD ENOUGH OF SAYING SORRY.
LET IT ALL BE MY FAULT,
JUST MINE, NO ONE ELSE.

;PISSSSSED.

2005-10-11T03:26:00.000-07:00

MR. CHEW TJ; said that MY BLOG SKIN
IS UNSEENABLE! AND DEMANDS FOR ME TO
CHANGE THE SKIN. I WILL, WHEN I AM FREE?
ACTUALLY, I AM
FREE! TMR'S THE LAST
PAPER CALLED, LISTENING COMPREHENSION.
(i find that LC is kind of dumb, but i allows
me to leave the sch early, so,... it ROCKS!)
HAHA, I WILL CHANGE WHEN I AM NOT
LAZY AND MANAGED TO FIND A NICE SKIN.
((:

MS.JACQUELINE; IS SO GOING
TO GET HER FACE SMASHED WITH CAKE,
IF THERE ISN;T, ANY ALTERNATIVE
SUITABLE SUBSITUTE IS FINE.
BRING A TOWEL TMR, BETTER STILL,
BATHE THERE! WAHAHA!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE;
JACQUELINE BENYAMIN!
15 HUHS, STILL YOUNG!

MR. RINGO TAN;

owes me a treat, i don't know why,
don;t ask me! and i am still
waiting for it, hahah, just joking.

HAPPY BELATED B;DAE;
RINGO TAN CHUAN HONG.!

2005-10-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY.

finally finished with the last major paper.
that's GEOGRAPHY.
stayed in sch for 2 whole frigging hrs for
3A & 3B peeps to finished their A maths
papers, so screwed. explored the liabrary
and found joke books. haahaha. not funny.

caught corpse bride, it ain;t rally nice,
didn't meet up with my expectations,
was kinda disappointed though,
i had high hopes on it,
its just,.....
pretty alright lahs.

am going to watch GOAL!

went to SPOTLIGHT to look arnd,
and i found many nice things that
they sold for people who wants to
do hand-crafts stuffs. cool!
am so going to buy and do smth for
peeps for christmas mans.
pretty ex though, but whatcha expect?!
actually quite reasonable lahs,
its the standard pricing throughout,
everywhere.

funnily how peeps are double-faced
hypocrites.

damn ~~funny~~.

whatever!

2005-10-06T01:50:00.000-07:00

i know, i know,
i haven't been blogging much at all.
but no one even visits this rotting shiat
so it makes no difference.
it seems to be abandoned and islolated.
SHIT!

been going & eating much of BURGER KING,
its very fattening. that;s the downside lahs.
definetly going excerising come holidays.
& GOING TO TRAINING FAITHFULLY.
it is sort of the last few months of training
that i am going to recieve before next yr's
O's, whereby CCAs are cancelled.
i seriously don;t think that i can cope with
O's. it gonna be tough & i rally gotta start
with preparations now before i get
real screwed next yr.

seriously, this year's passed like a breeze.
talked to many peeps, and they all felt that
the yr's gone very fast, unlike previously.
sec 3 life is pretty no life alrady.,
imagine sec 4.
god!

EVERYTHING IS CHANGING NOW.
PEOPLE & THEIR ATTITUDE.

I NEVER THOT THAT YOU ARE LIKE THIS.
I, OR IN FACT, MANY HAD VERY GOOD
IMPRESSION OF YOU. IN FACT, WE
LIKE YOUR LAIDBACK CHARACTER.
UNLIKE SOME REAL BASTARDS AROUND.
BUT WE HAVE ALL NOTICED UR
DRASTICAL CHANGES THIS YEAR.
SERIOUSLY, IS THIS WHAT YOU
REALLY WANT TO BE LIKE?
ITS NOT GOOD AT ALL,
PERHARPS, YOU ARE SICK AND TIRED
OF LISTENING TO PPL & DOING
STUFFS THEIR WAY, BUT IS THIS THE
CORRECT WAY TO EXPRESS YOUR
FRUSTRATIONS. OR PERHARPS THERE
ARE OTHER REASONS.
ONE THING I KNOW FOR SURE, IS THAT
OF STUPID AND IDIOTICAL PEEPS ARND
YOU. THEY ARE SERIOUSLY INFLUENCING
YOU AND RUBBING THEIR BAD SIDES
ON YOU. WHICH IS NOT GOOD AT ALL!.
MAYBE, YOU DONT EVEN CARE ABT WHAT
WE THINK, BECAUSE TO YOU,
WE ARE NOTHING, NOT IMPT,
BUT I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT,
TO US, WE REALLY HOPE THAT YOU
WILL TURN BACK TO THE OLD YOU.
WE MISS THE OLD YOU. KNOW YOU
HAVE CHANGED TO SOMEONE THAT
WE HARDLY KNOW. I CAN SAY THAT
WE ARE REALLY DISAPPOINTED.
THAT'S HOW I REALLY FEEL,
AS A FRIEND FOR MORE THAN 2 YRS.

REALLY WISHED THAT TIME COULD
HAVE JUST STOPPED AT THE POINT
OF TIME, WHEREBY EVERYTHING
WAS GOOD, AT LEAST, I KNOW THE
PEOPLE THEN.

yay, exams going soon,
really afraid to get back my shitty results
maths, bio, physics, p.o.a are gone case.
i can assured.
oh yeh, also, F&N.
so seriously screwed.
really hope to pass my english,
or i wouldn;t know what to do.

;wished i could turn back time.

2005-09-23T04:16:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE FRIGGING COMING!
be afraid, be VERY VERY afraid.

oh shiat, did i just scared myself?
i don't think so.
because if it did worked, i would have long scurried
off the frigging internet to do/revise/mug(whichever one)
my stupid books that contains full of words.
ugh!

luckily it ain't O's, i could just picture rgt now,
the gruesome & unbearable though of O's.
TIME DO FLY.
trust me, they really do.

really cn't wait for exams to be OVER, :D
if they are over, i would have STRESS-FREE,
PERIOD.
but sadly, that would mark to upcoming
horrendous unthinkable year of
studyin' & muggin' for Os.
(ain't studying and mugging same? who cares?)
lalalala, make me care. seriously, make me.

wonder who would have the ability to make
be SO terrified of O's that i will mug day in day out.
i dont think so.
but try peeps, try to help PRIS be so darn
motivated and score good grades for Os.
anyone? but anyhow, it all comes back to me.
whatever exams! :P

i think exams should be abolished.
dont cha?
AGREE WITH ME, OR...

GET LOST.

:)

ah hahs! i take that you just agreeded with me?
or else, why are u STILL HERE.
ta-dah!
oh, pasta mania, peeps, get this;
have a 30% off pastas and _(forgotten, check it urself)
from monday-friday, 2pm to 5pm.
i think only for students,
should be lahs, otherwise, everyone gets
30% off. would be cool though.
i think this is a promotion rgt?
it would end soon, if i am not wrong,
but anyways, i have alrady said,
"CHECK IT OUT YOURSELF, FAGGOT!"
opps. sorry! :D

oh, supposed to be linesman & empire for
the teachers' match? for badminton?
uhh, when did teachers' have badminton match?
oh gosh, anyhows, still deciding whether to go not
cause, it'll be BORING? or perharps, fun to
watch them make a fool out of themselves.
x) sorry 'chers!
pretend that i didn;t say anything.
:D, spare me.
fine!,
i shall go and ~~see you make a fool of of urself~~
help you all out.
wahahhas.

stress mans, exams coming, and i
haven't done any form of stupid revision yet.
how ~~dumb~~ can i get?

very.

move bitch, get out the way girl.

only you can brighten up my day so totally.
you're a wonder to my life.
:D:D

2005-09-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

IM TRULY DISAPPOINTED.

there, i said it.

that's what i really felt, and its up there.

i can only say; trust misplaced.

nothing else

.

wells, ohyeahs, is the Shufang in my tagboard
the REAL Shufang or a poser shiat?

if yeahs, WOW! what have i done to deserve you
coming over to my humble blogsite & leave your
comments? which, in actual fact, not very much appreciated.

considering that you insulted my FAVOURITE COLOUR?

OH YEAHS!
EACH TO HIS OWN. RIGHT?!
ohh, how could i forgotten, the rights of movement & speech?

ima so sorry, waaitt!!!!
STOP!
why am i apologizing to a
person who insulted BROWN? my choice, my rights,
why are you here to tell me that you dislike my fav colour?
i have ABSOLUTELY NO idea. could you "enlighten" me?
its my blog, and i have the rights to say anything i want,
including this;

BROWN IS AN AMAZING COLOUR.
LIKE WOW! ITS COOL, & I LOVE IT.
PERHARPS FOR NO RYHME & REASON,
I AM ONLY AWARE THAT I LOVE BROWN.
GOT A PROBLEM WITH BROWN? GO
ELSEWHERE TO POST UR COMMENTS,
WHERE YOUR OPINIONS ACTUALLY MATTERS.
SIMPLE AS THAT. GET IT?

ILOVEBROWN.ILOVEBROWN.ILOVEBROWN.

did i just get my point across or are you still puzzled?
tag me yahs? i WANT TO KNOW.

if you're NOT shufang, why you like to use her name?
is her name better than yours?
i don;t know, tell me!

the world is so mysterious.

i would like to use this chance on MY BLOG to
call out to people with MAIA LEE songs,
send me cans? and if you got the song called,
"PAPER" by daphne khoo (if im not wrong),
then, pls, pls, do, SEND ME!
THANKEW.

*the above post was meant to insult NONE.
pls don;t take it to heart so personally, because,
ITS MY BLOG, therefore, i have the rights to
tell the world how much i LOVE BROWN.
hope that doesn;t affect you much, or even to
the extent that you'll sue me, saying that
I CAUSED YOU to suffer much distress knowing
that i LOVE BROWN, and you don't?!!!

2005-09-10T02:06:00.000-07:00

i feel tired.
nono, not tired as in exhausted.
rather tired of life.

have you ever wondered what humans are livin for?
just to study and mug your brains out, get good grades,
go to a good school, continue studying till ure like half-dead,
then try your best to find a stable job, following which,
slogging your guts out, hoping that you'll gain recognition
from your boss who is always so tied down with his own
problems (like how to earn more money, cut down costs)
that he couldn't be more interested in your contributions
except for the money you make for him.
(rmb, promotion means higher pay= loss of money)

all those money will eventually land in his own pocket
& ure left with only your meage earnings barely enough
to support your lavish lifestlyes, chalking up debts &
everything? follow which you have a cycle of whirlwind romance,
married, have kids, slogged to support the family and their
constant demands for things, retired & look after your
grandchildren, eventually, you wilter and die?

isn't this oh-so-boring?

well, anyhow, im back to complete my endless homework
and study for those idiotic exams. x(!

luckily one thing made my day;
THE LONGEST YARD.
the ultimately wonderfully entertaining movie.
you won't regret watching it,
but you'll reget NOT watching it.

lastly, goodbye my friend; JOZERD COSTAN.
all the best to you over there at US.
must study hard & hitch a caucausian GF
there and show us, aye?!

2005-09-09T00:26:00.000-07:00

TDAY'S HAPPENINGS.

was supposed to meet jieping at HV's starbucks
at 9.30am; but, well well, that LAZY PIG overslept!
gosh, what a retard luhh! bought a cup of caramel
frappocino, YUMMY!

although i know that drinking cold drinks so early
will result in stomache, my oh-so-stubborn
nature didn't listen. nd, OH BOY! & pris did(myself lahs, duh)
suffered from a stomache later on; well done girl! :/

during our mugg'g period, we saw this two skinny looking
caucasians, and our dear ole' jieping went to snap pictures
with my phone, im like, "gosh, that's so stalky & obessive",
but she wouldn;t listen. I think that the guy knows that
~~we are~~ snapping, oh, nono! changed that jieping is
snapping his pictures. OH GREAT?!

jieping is such a pig! x)
(hopes she doesn;t see this.)

& i saw this really really adorable small boy, ((:
he's uber cute, i tell you. i swear! wanted to take his
pictures, but sadly; his back is facing me! :((
awww!

then saw this quite cute guy who sat beside me,
well, actually not literally besides lahs. but who cares?!
oh yeahs, then this BIMBOTIC-looking girl knows
that guy, & she went to hug him, urgh! crap!
i took a video of her smoking, hehs! i got it on my phone!
wheeee! x)?
anyone wants to see? feel free to approach me, aye?
:))

sometimes, i just feel so evil-hearted.

goin' to catch the longest yard later on during
evening time, yay?! study pris, study!!

oh, cheers is on, its the Cheers Int. Statelite or smth.
crappy; i want to watch pls? its at SBH(s'pore badminton
hall). sorta far off my place. x(

ooohhh!, & lastly;
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY; SHIRL.
:)))! <3!

never let golden opportunties slip by pass you;

2005-09-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

hahahas, ohcrap. was reading bernice's blog &
went to this link; http://wingtunes.com.
uber funny luhhs./ really really can make one
laugh, maybe DIE LAUGHING pls!

was talking to jillian that girl, nd realised
that we have much much in common,
but she says NO?! that retarded! gosh!

heard that cheers is still on?!
IF IT IS TRUE, I MUST BE SO
FREAKING UN-UPDATED PLS!

that aside, yeah, well. i haven;t been
REALLY studying, im so SCREWED
upside down; left right center cans?!

seriously, no wonder why my results
are so bad, :/

promise me that you'll be there for me.

2005-09-08T01:14:00.000-07:00

track back to tuesday events.

TUESDAY.
actually was supposed to go to sentosa with the 2c peeps& meeting them at school. but i was like, "heck lahs, crap?! school, no way!", so in the end, i actually wanted to slack & spend my day at home, so went online & saw jiahan online, he was going later, so i decided to go with him. reached there at like around 3+?. greg was there luhhs, and i was uber surprised, pity that lim left when we reached, LOL. greg drew on the sand, and huiyi & i splattered so tanning oil on our bodys & went to tan for a short short while lahs. but dont think i got any tanner. rights, greg went to squeeze a large amount of suntan lotion of mine, i was like, "wth?! you think you are so sun-burnable?!, in the end, i don;t think he used all of it.", crap, wasted it all. shall forgive him, he's still young lahs, can't blame. went to palawan beach's house hut thingy over there. we had lotsa fun over there. played murderer & they were kinda bored by it, thus i introduced a new game to them, 'polar bear, villagers & guru' game, the game that i was introduced to last time by my church friends. it was quite entertaining; supposedly was to have tuition, but she canceled it! yay! uber happy luhhs. we were suppposed to meet ringo& raynard at marina bay at 6pm forsteamboat, but sadly, due to our playful nature, we left sentosa at 6+ & reached at around 7.20pm. oppsy? sorry peeps. had a free ride to the steamboat place, those peeps were giving their customers a free ride to their place, a great advertising plan! :) oohh!, yeahs, don;t know which idiot started the idea that they might be kidnappers?, and may kidnap us to some unknown place! "-.-! right, actually, we were all okay with the free ride, but after "SOMEONE" mentioned that, we were kinda scared lahs. oh crap. idiot! but we managed to reached their safely, in fact the ride was enjoyable cans?! the wind was blowing strongly against our faces, so cool!! i want to ride that again. oh yeahs, we were siting on the lorry! hehs. but cool okays?!
its a cheap deal actually, 10 bucks, free ride, & a great variety of food there! better than seoul garden; which is high-class + ex, but this is actually better i think, with free ice-cream, satay and its a change lahs, but nice. next time, we;ll go there for steamboat, aye?! hahas, it was satisafying, but some of us, including myself had to rush home, hehs. ate till 9+, then we left. the guys left the soccer ball there, thus, they rang suen up, as suen was at the place waiting for her mumsie to fetch her. the funny thing was that, suen said that she seemed to find the ball, then i forgot who commented that, "seemed to? means, she found half the ball?!", which caused us to laugh our guts out. damn funny luhhs pls!, ;) anyhow, that was the summary of one enjoyable day!
:))

2005-09-05T08:24:00.000-07:00

ugh, haven't been faithfully blogging recently.
but who cares? ima not like xiaxue, whose
blog is a HOT favourite, in fact,
don't even think i can get more than a pathetically
15 hits, maybe less?! hehs.

woke up ultra early at 7am,
alrights, not early to others,
but its SCHOOL HOLS.
what the heck?!
had tuition lahs, like usual.
8.30 till 10.30am,
then i had to rushed to school
for geography remedial, till 12.30+,
wells, abt that time lahs.
lunch`d at GWC, then bus`ed with
ss to her hse to slack,
went home at arnd 4+,
going to the airport to send peeps off!
:)

met up with huiyi, yanshan, sherwin
and train`ed all the way to CHANGI!
gosh, i swear that was the boringest time
of the day! hehs.
saw liyun first, chatt`ed with her,
bought my willy wonka chocolates
for myself & tutor.
LOL, then bought some stuffs from
BURGER KING to munch on,
saw jo-pu. rights!

mans, kinda alot of peeps went,
as in families & Mr.principal, Mr. Vice principal,
teachers lahs, duh-
took some pics with maryam, cris, thia, huiyi.
hehs, first time so enthu,
don't know whats gotten to me today.
i guess i din;t want to waste time coming all
the way down just to see them off,
must leave some memories, hehs!

the CEDAR GIRLS were darn friendly,
over-friendly i would say!
they just came over as a bunch & started
introducing themself luhs, ima like,
WOW! hahas, liyun was like darn scaredded,
too friendly, she's not used to it lahs,
wells! ima speechless lahs.

Mr.Loh checked them in through the gate
ultra uber early, 2 whole frigging hours,
not at the counter thing, but going inside,
ima like what the?!
gosh, i want to go cans,
next time, i don;t feel like sending peeps
off, because i makes me feel like going also.
hurrs!! argh! urgh, can only contend myself
with SENTOSA! hahahs, cheapskate.
they get to fly in SQ! mans, to be ultra honest,
I AM UBER JEALOUS CANS!?!

X(!

*SCREAMS-

anyhows, you peeps have lotsa fun there
okays? rmb to bag one or two stuffs for me!
hehs, just kidding, its hella expensive there.
so save your money. hehs!
:)))

2005-08-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO BUY A GUITAR.
been enquiring around today.
yeahs, i am suddenly in love with them.
LOL.

had the stupid vocab test today,
last night i was asking suen to send me
the list but don;t why, cannot send,
thus i asked cris to send me, which
succeed, but i was so tired that my
eyes were barely open that i only read
three words and went to sleep.
-.-
but it was darn easy lahs,
LOL.kinda bhb.

today was crappy crap;
assembly was such a TOTAL bore cans?
yawns-
like boring!
the guy, MR.TAN is so crappy.
recently i began taking up the habit
of sleeping during assembly.
don't know why;
but its cool lahs,
i mean, its like the assembly are so
boring, then you sleep, by the time
you wake up;
its OVER!
yays!
cheer-

omg, today took 105 bus home,
i was sitting by the window and
there was a empty seat beside me.
then there was this couple who
boarded the bus and the girl
sat besides me,
WTH.
she practically pushed/squashed me
to the window lahs.
then she didn;t even make the effort
to prevent herself from pushing me.
FCUK.
she was like inching inner and inner,
taking up so much seat space.
i felt like pushing her off.
then they were like kissing &
kissing, with no regards or whatever so
about those around them,
neither did they care that it was a public place.
i mean, it would be misleading young children.
what if a young girl saw it and ask her mum
what are they doing, what will the mum says?
dang-
i was like thinking, GET A FREAKING
ROOM PLEASE AND DO LOCK IT.
i was so darn relieved when they alighted.
phew-

I WANT GUITAR, I WANT GUITAR.
EVO 9 is such a cool sports car.
i love the blue lightenings.

2005-08-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS SUCH A BORING DAY.
anyhows, tuan jiaw got a piece of clear plastic
from the D&T room and asked peeps to
sign. its for MELIA'S BIRTHDAY.
ain't that sweet.
awwww!!...
melia, you gotta appreciate his efforts.

no badminton today.
GOSH! shoulda have said earlier,
then i wouldn;t have brought all the stuffs.
heavy sia. mans.

today;s debate is darn muluating lahs.
god, i was like stammering and keep
hovering about the same point.
i think the audience was BORED.
compared to the girls,
the guys fared so much better lahs.
but its the first time ima debating,
so yeahs.
but the topic's
"MALES ARE MORE PRONE TO VIOLENCE THAN GIRLS"
by right, the girls who are agreeing with the motion
had a somewhat good advantage,
but the guys were so good with rebutting.
GOSH./
i totally screwed it up.

saw mdm.yani after school
alongside with amanda.
"slammed open" is a word.
LOL.
i learnt alot from mdm.yani.
:)))

going to do my one hour essay now peeps,
till then, see yas!

HAPPY ADV 15TH SWEET BURFDAY; MELIA
JAJABING.
:)

2005-08-14T02:09:00.000-07:00

saturday;
went to make my IC in the morning,
then met up with JIA and THIA to study,
yeahs, i DID cans.

it was a TOTAL wrong decision to study
at GREAT WORLD.
let me just list out the people we saw there
;ruth,pauline,slyvester and his frens,
glen,jopu,alex,andrian,choochi,clement,
james, nicholas,huimin and kianteon.
like WOW lahs.

iLOVEcoffeebean kays,
so yummy.
mocha ice-blended & banana caramel.
slurps-
oooh! and also the TRIPLE DECKER.

went to kim seng for a short while,
ooohs, TROPICANA is fun.
excited lahs, when the coins dropped out.
yays! kanta was acting spastic lahs,
put 3 tokens at one go, in the end nothing
came out. LOL.
he was like," there are so many tokens".
pul-lease.

then went to study lahs.
and went to ZARA.
saw a LONG skirt. nice lahs.
i want cans>?
grrr.
ZARA stuffs are quite expensive,
in fact, it is.
ohmy, what am i saying. hahas.

sunday;

ohman, ima so in love with this song;
Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here,undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst
,to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,that you meant it,that you meant it,
and I knew,that you meant it,that you meant it.

nice lahs. love it people.

2005-08-12T08:15:00.001-07:00

I FOUND IT.
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
MY BELOVED MP3.

wells, apparently my fren took it
by accident lahs.
FREAK.!
anyways, happy that its with me now
:))))
-beams.

OMG. just realized that most people
around me are like already starting to MUG
for E.O.Ys. and ima like still lazing around.
THIS IS SO NOT RIGHT.
so, ima going study tmr.
CONFIRMED.

truthfully, i love the exam atmosphere,
i find it cool for some reason or another.
but then i hate getting back the papers./
well, WHO DON'T?!
but if you're extremely confident that
you have done well for it;
then by all means REJOICE> (:
or CRY>:(
i want to REJOICE.

i need to look for MDM.YANI soon.
seriously lahs, need help to brush up my
HORRIBLE english. i can;t make it.
HELP! waves hand in the air-
LOL.

i REALLY REALLY want to score well
for the upcoming MAJOR exams.
and obviously for the O's.
duhh-

i envy those smarty pants peeps.
ugh! NOT fair lahs.
:(((((((

i like Holland V's cafes.
i want to study there.
COOL PLACE :)

lastly;
i wanna THANK ALL THOSE
PEEPS WHO GAVE ME PRESENTS AND/OR
THOSE WHO WISHED ME;
amanda, bryan, victoria, truddy, kaiying,
jacq, melia, szehui, pamela, yujia, thia,
raynard, cris, shuxin, julie, jieping, agnes,
tuanjiaw, yanshan, sherwin, bockleng,
huiyi, welson, singyen, Lloyd, kangjie,
kevin, jeraldine, carmen, tan, singsuen,
dorcas.

hope i didn;t leave anyone out,
if i did, just leave me a tag on the
tagboard and i shall put ur name up
shortly after.
:)

;i appreciate all presents and wishes
truly. yes, i do.
sorry for any unpleasant remarks i made,
but i APPRECIATE YOU GUYS.
LOVES-

2005-08-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

I AM SO FREAKEN PISSED OFF BY MYSELF.
FCUK LAHS.
I LOST MY MP3 OKAYS.
THAT'S HOW IT IS FOR NOW.
DOUBT I CAN FIND IT LAHS.
SCREWED; WITH A CAPITAL 'S'.
HOW CAN I EVER LOSE IT.
ITS MY PRECIOUS CANS.
NO MUSIC TO ACCOMPANY WHEN IMA SO LONELY OR BORED. ITS HELL LAHS.
AND ULTIMATELY, I WILL GET SCOLDED LAHS.
BLOODY.

UNLUCKY DAY LAHS.
FCUK FCUK.

DARN SADDED CANS.
I WANT TO CRY MANS.
TEARS-
:(((((((((

2005-08-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

went tanning with my cousin todaye.
was pretty cool lahs.
kinda windy yeaps?

saw this HOT guy there okays.
great evenly coppertan;
hot bod;
good looks.
ahh! mans.

CHARLIE AND THE CHOCLATE FACTORY's cool movie.
yeahs, i watched it alradys.
pretty funnaye lahs.
willy wonka's a darn weird guy.
and those oombus are cool dudes.
you guys should catch it.

and i would also like to wish;
HAPPY BELATED B'DAE; JERALDINE
and the ONE LAST most IMPORTANT thing is that;
its MY BIRTHDAY TMR! :)
i;ll be 15 tmr, ain't that cool?
okays, not THAT cool,
but its THAT cool to me.
hahas, kinda lame.
so,

HAPPY 15TH B'DAE;PRISSAYE.
wahahas.
love myself :)

2005-08-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

its the thursday today.
another THREE more days.
to MY BIRTHDAY!
have T make my IC.
LOL>
kinda troublesome a lil`.

celebrating it on WED.
with the 2C peeps.
GREG must go. hahas.
anyhow i hope to have a cake luhs.
HOPEFULLY.

another ONE more LONG year,
T watch NC-16 movies.
but that will also mean the year of O's.
darn it mans.
dread that thing man.
MUST MUG.

SEC THREE CAMP WAS A TOTAL WOO-HOO!.
it simply rocks lahs.
THREE CHEERS FOR DAREDEVILS.
yeahs, daredevils;the name for THREE D.
nice yeapps?

really have to thank the instructors;
DAVID and CS for the memorable time.
THANK YOU.
nature ramble was the climax during the camp.
had a REAL wonderful time during that luhs.
ROCKS MY WORLD TOTALLY.

DAREDEVILS were all such dears.
won;'t trade anything for that experience.
:):)

my other blog's down,
gotten virus. shiat lahs.
hate it so mans.
such a BIG BOO-BOO.
LOLS,

i want lotsa things.
NO CASH.
iwant;
.theBROWNroxytop.
.theESPIRTbelt.(brown)
.new bag.
.pencil case.
.skirts.
.wallet,(seriously)

just my thoughts luhs.
doubt anyone would even care.

just before i end this post;
HAPPY BELATED 15TH B'DAE; VICTORIA,
HAPPY BELATED 15TH B'DAE;AMANDA,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY; KENGLAM.
all the best to you guys.
takkair :)